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Tuesday, 03 June 2008

  • more?

    hehe... seems that quite a number of people r "expecting' to c more from this blog~~~!

    wad more do u all want>? my identity?!

    no way~

    if i reveal, there will be no more fun rite?~ 

    i noe u all still want to play this 'deathnote'game, striving n brainstorming to know who i am ~

     

     

    haiz.....at first i tot i can shuo my xin li hua in this blog.....this blog has been deviated frm its original purpose... internet is rly scary...

     

    after all the flesh-cutting, time to shed ur superficiality,

    to be sth u rly want to b,

    which in my point of view is...

    sth demonic, brutal, irritating, mysterious,

    ya..

    just like me...

    A FXcking devil who can totally Fxck the shit out of u

    :p

Thursday, 22 May 2008

  • SPlit personality? - who r u?!

    *u or u

    tat's a qn//

    i dun wan any trouble or scandal...which might push *u even further away...

    but if i  dun do anything... he wil pull u away.

    this is so hard//

    shall i juz tell the truth...

    it's so awkward to nt be abe to say wad i like/want to say here...

    it's so hard to pretend as smeone whom im nt...

    i haf to...orelse, i will spoil the game~ HAHA

    hope my identity will remain as a myth..~

    Time to start mugging..

    im ready

    all the notes r ready

    the practice qns r all waiting for me

    my long-awaited desk has been there for me too.

    im recovering.

    im goin to b ready

    i will be ready

    .

    .

    .

    .

    .

    .

    .This is crap

     

    But, i haf to be ready,orelse i will nvr be ready to study~!

    everithing's still under control, calm down , relax~

     

    Can u or *u talk to me~

     

Wednesday, 21 May 2008

  • Festival of Arts.

    Today went to watch F.O.A concert, but, this time, as audience instead of performer....  One missed call is being chosen to represent M.A.D to perform instead of PotLuck... watching them performing on stage, hearing the applause n Encore from the audience (also myself!), i was rly proud of them!! the item is rly impressive n stunning!! However.... i felt abit disappointed as potLuck is nt being chosen to perform...that rly saddens me.. All the late nights practices n drillings.... Haiz..i hope i haf the chance to perform onstage one more time like the one missed call ppl.... Nevertheless~ im still HapPy~ One Missed Call has totally bewildered the entire skol! They haf totally dominated the skol n burnt the soul of every audience!!  :)  But.. still hope can do PotLuck again.. Hehe..

    PRoud To be a MADer!!

    btw, strings choir r great, ur performances r entertaining ,,however, still no match for the imba M.A.D.! LOL

    was looking at the photos that we haf taken tgt, rly happy tat u cn come n support me on both fri n Sat!!

    Rly going  crazy when i saw u after the finales.

    Rly hope u can cme to HC more often so i can haf more chances to c u... haiz...guess i haf to find more excuses for u to come, (beside the usual time!?)

    It's so tired to lyk someone...

    especilly when u dunnoe if the same feeling n sentiment are reciprocated..

    especially when u cant c that person anytime u want...

    especially when u r being treated mere lyk a gd fren/ close fren?/ Or even juz a normal fren...

    Nvm, mayb i shal juz b innocent n pure, juz dun tink so ideally...

    Those ideal things will nvr happen to me i guess,like ****

     

     

Tuesday, 20 May 2008

  • Today is the 3rd day after Shake! , guess the emptiness has finally crawled into my soul... it feels rather weird nt having any dance pracs on a tuesday afternoon....

    The thought of having to reduce the time for dancing is really haunting me... all those pracs were so tring n yet so precious n memorable...

    Guess it's all these that cause me to have insomnia ytd... 

    Guess i  have to learn to adjust n have self-discipline like wad any other J2 students shld be doing...

    someone is guessing abt my identity alrdy, but, will she find out...Tat's a Qn~

    the decision is still in me.  (;P)

    Genuinely, i rly love all the J2 MADer,especially Bboy&hiphoppers..

    I guess i haf to be more careful with my words, orelse, someone might find out who i am....hehe

     

    this is so exciting...LOL

Sunday, 18 May 2008

  • a new chapter~

    this is my first post. guess it  marks a new beginning after the ending of "Shake" HC Dancenight'o8. Before coming to JCs, i had never related myself with the term "dancing" as i was a typical sports person... HOwever, i cant imagine how will i be able to survive through the remaining half of J2 life without DANCE. Especially nt being able to spend as much time as e fellow bboys/hip-hoppers... The bond is just too strong to be broken... These 2 years, tgt we haf learnt wad dance is about, we drilled, we practised, we went for compettions...all the fun, all the laughter, all the efforts , all the sweats, all the late night trainings, all the Sunday Drilling, all the jokes we cracked tgt, all the memories we haf created.........the amount of time we haf spent tgt is so much that i dunnoe if i can still be so cheerful and joker without u guys..... i Rmb liuqian or clarice or alicia said that, " after we graduated, think back about JC life, Dancenights are definitely the highlights"  Now, i believe this claim is unanimous among the j2 MADers... Regardless of our divisons... i think many of us have alrdy forged relationships that r as intimate a real family.. NO doubt, u guys haf alrdy become part of my life like dance. How i wished that DAncenight can be postponed...at least we can haf more time tgt..

    Staying-over at (h) n (c) 's hses, we drank, chatted, watched movies n had lots of fun... these are definitely the moments that i will keep for life... Guess next one will be after As...

    There r just far too many thing shtat i haf learnt through DANCE...the feeling is rather complicated...it's like a cocktail..warm,abit hot, abit bitter, the blend of many emotions has surprisingly made me feel high n happy. The feeling is still v fuzzy, i cant really express it out well now... but, i think MAD has shaped me to b a better (cc)...

    Guess i will have more to say tmr... the memories we shared are overwhelming... hope i wont onli b reminiscing them , i want to create more wiht u all..

    Overall, i still HAppy n thankful that im part Of M.A.D. we r family~

    haiz... it's always like this, i always dun dare to take the initiative to be closer to *u, instead, onli b left ard u, nt next to u...  u dunnoe how crazy i am whe u r next to me... u haf no idea how happy i am when u came to take pics with me on Fri... U juz haf that uniqueness that me go crazy about u...but i guess u will never noe...but i's ok, at least i still haf some chances to c u in skol... guess that will just be a luxury for me...

    dun tink anyone will know who i am after readin tis, cuz i never dare to let anyone noe this timid side of me..at least in ur eyes, i want to b that confident one..

     

     

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